Whats my mind

Last year Btec seemed like it was a done deal,most of the things that I was doing pleased me but this year is a whole different story,where its all about doing my best and producing the best.I feel like I'm stuck and going around with no direction.My topic changes everyday.I sometimes struggle with the topic or the heading of my work, giving it a lots of different headings all the time.I have called it(jewellery)
Star Black
Beading meets presise material
Contemporary beadwork
Isimodeni (modern)
Now these title mean one and the same thing to me but they might not make sense to the next person.I just want a theme that will work for my research report.Is that too hard to ask my brain for?

Mad face

This is what I have so far and being lazy by not cutting my plate first wasn't a wise decision.

Madness

Lately I haven't been like myself, nothing seemed positive at home, tech and even at church where my peace, joy and rest is meant to be. I found these stickers that I think best describes how I totally feel inside, (a big roller coaster) that has no controller nor a stop button. I'm a bit thankful that I hardly show it. I decided to try and channel all these crazy feelings and emotions into my jewellery. I don't know what these are meant to be but i know something will come up.